If i try to talk to someone, i always feel like i try too much. I’m putting in too much effort and receiving nothing in return. I hate questioning my self, “Am i annoying?” “Do they want to talk to me?” “Do i look clingy?” “Am i doing too much?”
I constantly find my self trying to resist but i can’t help it. I can’t help it if i want to talk to somebody.
28445.) I can't believe I'm still not over you. What is wrong with me? You're always on my mind, you're always in my dreams, and I don't know if I'll ever stop thinking about you. I wish we would've lasted longer and I really wish I knew if you still think about me.
You see something and for that second, you feel your heart drop, and your throat swells up and you feel tears in your eyes and you just can’t speak. You can’t do anything but stare. And then it sinks in and it’s this unbelievable feeling in your chest. Like it’s collapsing on you. And all you can do next is cry.
A while ago in my AP Chemistry class, this one annoying kid and my friend were having a weird argument about who was better. The annoying kid said, “Well, at least I have a girlfriend!” to which I responded, “Whatever. Your girlfriend has 67 protons.” In response, the entire class, including the teacher, turned their heads to look at the periodic table on the wall. The element with 67 protons is holmium, with the chemical symbol “Ho.” My teacher was the first to laugh. MLIA.
Once I go somewhere with you, our footprints will forever remain there. I'm gonna remember going there with you my whole life. I know that in the future, I'm gonna walk past those places, and memories of us holding hands and laughing are gonna rush back to me. I just don't know if the next time I walk past them are gonna be with, or without you.